A
conversion. I’ve always had a soft spot
for this, but a few people don’t like the ending.
Heroine
Sally
gazed through the derelict pump house’s window over the brown expanse of the
estuary. Narrow face pressed against the hole she had scratched through the
centuries of grime, she observed the complex interactions of tugs and ferries,
yachts, cruisers and liners, tankers and cargo ships, mine layers, frigates,
dreadnoughts, and corvettes. Beyond the busy river traffic, on the opposite
bank, she admired the elegant architecture of the King’s Administration
Building and its necklace of golden birds glittering in the evening sun; looked
with affection at the crumbling sandstone towers of the St Judas cathedral;
tried to discern the convoluted detailing of the fluted marble Queensway and
Kingsway Tunnels exhaust towers; frowned with distaste at utilitarian cube of
the Royal Protective Shield generator housing.
A footstep behind her. She sighed,
tugged at the short hem of her dress to straighten it. Forcing a seductive
smile to her face, she turned to greet her client.
-oOo-
Later,
after a call to Madam confirmed there were to be no more liaisons that
afternoon (as she hoped and guessed would be the case), she once again made
herself comfortable on the wide concrete sill of the pump-house window.
Traffic had increased, if it was possible, with
much of it decorated in black and green bunting – the royal colours. The noise
was considerable. Highly polished horns shining painfully in the summer sun
wailed at one-another, engines variously roared or chugged, loudspeakers played
a cacophony of patriotic tunes. On the pleasure yachts of the aristocracy
expensive wines were downed like cheap beer, and richly dressed couples danced
the carioca. Tiny power boats weaved amongst the larger traffic at foolhardy
speeds, arcing out from the Woodside pier (a popular meeting place for young
men with access to fast boats — and once, when youth had also been hers, a regular
source of income). Great glasshouse tour-boats moved sedately –if ponderously–
about, each filled almost to the point of taking on the foul water.
A klaxon on the opposite bank began
to wail. Traffic moved for the jetties and wharves, some craft barely quick
enough to clear the way for a half-dozen sleek grey man-o’-war speeding in from
the west. The vicious-looking vessels throttled back and positioned themselves
three to each shore, weapons trained high over the city’s towers and shield
pylons. As one, they sounded their melancholy horns. Every single boat on the
river cut its engines. The klaxon stopped its eerie wail. Music was silenced,
loudspeakers switched off. A gull screamed raucously, startled at the clamour’s
sudden cessation.
But the silence didn’t last long. A
low throbbing became apparent, subdued yet somehow huge — auditory hint at the
gargantuosity it preceded.
The eptune King’s Bellow was returning home from her battles against the
Imperium.
Slowly, the eptune moved into the
scratched-grime frame of Sally’s field of vision. So huge it seemed impossible
the vessel could be mobile — more likely the world turned to her whim while she
remained aloofly still. She was a pyramid of iron and brass; tier upon tier of
cannon, missile launchers, phased-light and heat batteries, coiled shield
generators, detection grids and globes. Her hull alone rose twice as high as
the King’s Administration Building, while from the dome of the command bridge,
her highest point, the most energetic gulls could be looked down upon.
Torn into the top of the hull and the bottom five
tiers of the superstructure was the reason why the King’s Bellow was not still out in the middle of the ocean blasting
the so-called God Emperor’s forces from sea and sky — a gaping, ragged, hole,
scorched black and blistered. Roughly twenty meters in diameter, it still
contained the wreckage of the suicide fighter plane which somehow skirted the
eptune’s defences. As Sally watched, a small –oh, how so when compared to that
immense bulk!– corvette moved in beneath the Bellow’s hull – engineers inspecting the damage. As if the
corvette’s appearance were a signal, the other river traffic gradually resumed
their earlier cacophony, their movements now, of course, severely restricted.
The throb of the Bellow’s engines changed pitch as her
house-sized screws reversed to slow her further. From her handbag, Sally took
out a tube of Prostitute’s Friend and popped one of the small lozenges into her
mouth. Chewing on the mint-flavoured combined contraceptive and universal STI
drug, she began to hum tunelessly, and departed the ancient pump house for the
dock’s edge.
She sat on the warm concrete, feet dangling over
the filthy river ten meters below. Leaning back on her hands, she gazed for a
moment into the clear blue summer’s sky, squinting against the sun’s glare. She
gave a pleased sigh. Madam had given her an hour – she intended to make the
most of it.
Her attention returned to the infinitely slow dance
of the King’s Bellow. The immensity
had commenced manoeuvres which would, in the early hours of the morning, and
aided by a team of the biggest tugs the Royal Navy had to offer, finally see
her securely berthed.
-oOo-
It
was ten o’ clock. The sun had sank below the horizon, but there was still
plenty of light left in the sky — yellow in the west fading through
cloud-streaked pink to a darkening blue in the east; and all visible through
the RPS’s vague sheen of interference, apparent only on such clear evenings.
Across the river, the King’s Bellow
was almost secured, her progress illuminated by huge, twilight-banishing kliegs
on the roofs of St Judas Cathedral and the Queensway Tunnel exhaust tower. A
carnival atmosphere still prevailed over the estuary, spreading to the opposite
bank where throngs of people sampled the delights of a small fairground that
had sprung up there.
Sally sighed. The last call to Madam
had revealed tonight’s work to be at Capstan Girls, a seedy club little more
than a converted warehouse at the back of King’s Number One Dock. The club
didn’t open till eleven, giving Sally more free time than she had expected.
However, the prospect of a night of drunken sailors, drugged businessmen, and
low-life sampling hoorays from the richer of the city’s districts, was anything
but pleasant, and had spoiled her unforeseen break. Even worse, Madam had
informed her tonight’s rate would be piecework. Years ago that meant a tidy
profit; now, however, advancing age resulted in less actual clients, and –for
those that did exist– ever more bizarre demands and degradations endured in
order to make any money at all.
Ah well, she thought, Perhaps
the Bellow’s captain will be there
and want to take me up to his bridge and —
A splash directly below her. She
looked down. The river had been unable to support life for centuries, though
tales were rife of pollution-spawned monstrosities inhabiting its black depths…
Something was moving towards the
dock wall. Something large, and, by the way it floundered in the poisonous
water, something nearly drowned. In the instant she recognised it for a man, he
sank. For a few moments nothing but slow bubbles penetrated the river’s
too-thick meniscus; before the man surfaced adjacent to the dock wall, coughing
and gasping. A hand came up, scrabbling for purchase on the slimy stonework.
‘Go to your right! Your right!’ He
showed no signs of hearing her, continuing to clutch desperately at the wall.
Sally looked around. It was no use shouting for help, the dock was deserted.
She could try and hail someone on the river, but most of the traffic was over
on the other side. Perhaps she might run down to the Woodside Pier speedy-boat
boys, but by the time she got back the man would have most likely —
‘Oh, you idiot!’
There, barely five yards away, was a
pole, upon which was a life ring. Seconds later, she had retrieved it.
‘Here!’ She dropped the ring – knocking the man
back under water.
‘Oh shite.’ She whispered. ‘Sally,
you silly cow.’
A hand rose up within the bobbing
ring, followed by the man’s head. Coughing and retching, he managed to hook the
arm over and lodge himself above water.
‘Can you swim to the right? Can you
hear me? Swim to the right, there’s a ladder there. Not far.’ Perhaps he’s foreign? Sally knew no
other language. She would have to try and demonstrate.
But there was no need. The man was
slowly kicking in the desired direction, still spluttering.
‘That’s it, lover, nearly there.’
And then he was there, gently rising
and falling with the lapping water at the foot of the iron ladder, right hand
clasping tightly at the lowest visible rung. For a minute he remained there,
wracked by coughs and retching. Then, for the first time, he looked up.
He was young, surely not much older
than twenty. His roughly-stubbled face was lean, expression grim, hair brutally
short. The combination of these factors suggested one thing to Sally: soldier.
‘Do you think you can climb up?’
Still not speaking, he took a deep
breath and, left arm pinned to his side by the life-ring (Sally guessed the
limb to be injured – he made no attempt to free it), began a jerky and
intensely laborious climb.
‘That’s it, come on. Bloody ‘ell,
you’re a strong un, aren’t yer? Up another one. Keep going. Exercise a bit do
yer? Must do, muscles like them! Another one. Nearly there.’ Sally kept up her
encouraging prattle until he was finally within reach. Lying flat on the
dockside, she leaned over the edge and hooked her hands into his armpits,
trying to ensure as strong a grip as possible on his black wetsuit. The man was
so startled by the contact he almost let go of the rungs. Never once during the
climb had he looked up or spoken to his rescuer, keeping his face to the
desperate challenge.
‘Forget I was here, did yer? All
right, love. It’s all right now. I’ve got yer.’
Aided by what must have been the
very last of the man’s strength, Sally tugged him onto the dockside. For a few
moments, both lay side by side, Sally panting almost as hard as the man.
‘Bloody’ ‘ell. Yer mum looks after you, don’t she?’ She pushed herself back to
her feet and looked down at him. ‘Now. What we gonna do with yer, hm? Where’s
it hurt? Your arm? Let’s ‘ave a look then.’
He had been cradling the injured
limb. Sally tugged off the life ring and gently moved aside his sound arm. She
steeled herself for a gaping wound, bones bent in sickeningly wrong directions, perhaps even charred
flesh — a likely injury caused by one of the hundreds of possible accident
scenarios that could have almost drowned a man in the toxic river. But what she
saw complied with none of her expectations. His forearm was swollen to twice
its normal size and lined with rough rows of warts or pustules which actually
glowed softly in the evening gloom – some green, others purple and yellow. Good
intentions momentarily forgotten, Sally watched in amazement as one of the more
prominent green warts began to pulse, reminding her of the exaggerated comic
injuries seen in childish animations.
‘Bloody’ ‘ell, love. Did something bite you out there? That looks ‘orrible! We’ll ‘ave to get you to hos-‘
Before she knew what was going on, a
short, wide-bladed knife —Sally knew of stiletto heels of course, but didn’t
know certain knives took the name— was sticking out from the man’s good fist,
its tip pressing against her leather-look left shoe. A little pressure was brought
to bear and Sally gasped as she felt the blade’s cold edge suddenly resting
across her toes. The man’s first words curtailed her startled scream.
‘It don’t take… much… to cut ‘em
off. Knife’s sharp… No screaming. No doctors… No… hospital.”
A fit of coughing tore through him.
He spat, and something large and wet splattered across the cobbles. The
stiletto never left her foot and its horribly keen edge had not broken her
skin.
The man’s accent – so familiar from
the propaganda broadcasts that had saturated the media networks in the war’s
early stages, before the RPSs were energised.
Imperial.
He noticed her astonishment. ‘That’s
right, Lady, Emperor’s finest at your… your service.’
‘You’re imperial?!’
He smiled (or grimaced). ‘Yes, by
the… the God Emperor’s damn graces… Yes I am.’
The enemy.
‘What are you going to do with me?’
He seemed taken aback by the
question. The smile/ grimace fell from his face. He looked around the dockside
and nodded towards the disused pump house. ‘Take me there.’ With another
cough-and-spit, he pulled himself upright by grabbing handfuls of Sally’s cheap
cotton dress. He leaned heavily against her, the knife now tickling the tiny
hairs of her left earlobe. Water from his sodden clothing rapidly soaked
through to her skin, and the stink off him was almost overpowering. ‘After you,
Lady Heretic.’
Slowly they walked towards the
ruined pump house, Sally doing her best to keep her captor steady in order to
keep the knife steady — though even
when convulsive shivers shook him she only felt the slightest sympathetic
quiver along the blade.
At the black maw of the pump house
entrance, Sally hesitated. This would probably be her last chance. Once he got
her inside there would be no opportunity to raise help from passing river
traffic. She took a deep breath, and, in the instant between resolve and
execution, felt the stiletto cut into her neck. Hot blood immediately welled
out and trickled down to her shoulder, staining the prettily-patterned cotton.
She hissed in pain.
‘Don’t. Didn’t want to do that… Told
you it was sharp. But only… only shallow. Now get me inside.’
There was no longer any sign of
daylight in the clear sky. Without Sally noticing, darkness had fallen. The
four kliegs blazing the way for the King’s
Bellow had become miniature suns. Whimpering, she helped her captor over
the threshold, into the old pump house.
-oOo-
Pale
light washed the interior through gaping skylights and window frames. For all
the pump house’s daytime familiarity, Sally would never have conceived of
entering it at night. She wasn’t too bothered about the likes of rats, having
encountered much worse than the furry kind; and even the danger of falling into
the partially flooded pit that housed the smashed, rusting snail-shells of the
huge pumps was remote – she was quite familiar with the structure’s layout.
None of the physical things bothered
her. However, the building was ancient and had to be haunted. The docks were
rife with ghost stories which had left a lasting impression on Sally. And, though
she had never seen one, she hardly wanted to tempt their manifestation by
invading what became their property
after sunset.
Yet even ghosts were far from her
mind now. The imperial indicated she take him to the window from where she had
watched the Bellow’s arrival. ‘Now,
gently… Emperor’s balls! Gently,
lady! Lower me down.’
The stiletto slid down her body as
she followed his directions, here and there splitting her dress’s fabric, but
never again cutting her skin.
He grimaced up at her. ‘Sit down,
Lady… Make yourself at home. Pull up a chair. Put wood… wood in’th ‘ole. Put
yer feet up, luv. Park yer arse… Sit thi darn.’ He seemed to relish mimicking
her country’s various accents, until, noticing Sally still stood, he
spluttered, ‘Sit down!’
She sank to the cold floor beside
him.
The man leant forwards and gently
tilted Sally’s head to one side with the back of his knife-hand, examining the
cut in the dim light. ‘Blood’s stopping now.’ For the first time he looked at
her properly, taking in her tear-streaked make-up –ever-more thickly applied as
the years passed– and long blonde hair. He looked down at her ruined dress,
noting it was at least two sizes too small, that it clung to her slim body and
just barely reached to the top of her thighs, that its top buttons were undone
to reveal a teasing amount of cleavage. He grinned widely, then slumped back
against the wall and commenced a laugh which rapidly degenerated into a loud
cough so fierce it caused him to hunch over.
Sally thought she might be presented with a chance
at escape – but, as if sensing her desire, her captor quickly regained control
of both his mirth and clogged lungs. ‘You can’t be. You’re not, are you?’
‘Not what?’
He was still smiling. ‘A whore?’
Sally didn’t answer.
He giggled softly. ‘My God Emperor.
This is one for the pict soaps, this! Rescued… by the… the Whore with a Heart
of Gold!’ Again, his accent changed to become a mocking rendition of a southern
dialect. ‘How much for a quickie, luv?’ Racking laughter once more shook him,
was stifled. He winced, looking down at the terrible swelling of his left
forearm.
Sally couldn’t help but do the same.
His arm looked as if it was splitting in two! The pustules were much more
prominent now, and all were flashing in a lazy, almost hypnotic manner, blues
and reds and greens, arranged in neat rows.
In spite of herself, Sally asked,
‘What is that?’
He gingerly rubbed the protrusion,
moved it gently from side to side. It seemed loose. He looked back at Sally.
‘Do you read… Do you read books?’
What was he talking about now? ‘One
or two.’
‘Do you know what… what a cliché
is?’
She shook her head. ‘Sounds
foreign.’
He smiled again. This time it seemed
genuine, almost affectionate. ‘Yes. Well… What’s your name, Lady Heretic?’
‘Sally. And I’m not a heretic.’
The smile broadened. ‘Of course you
are. You… do not seek succour from the Throne Eternal, therefore… you are
Heretic. You get it instead from… What is it…? An omnipresent, invisible
deity?’
‘Omni- what?’
‘God,
Sally; your damned… God.’
Lord God Our Father. The word awoke sudden memories
of childhood visits to church, its cool grandeur and stained-glass windows, the
hymns, candles, the beautiful murals… the pawings and surreptitious gropes, the
whispers of ‘It’s our little secret, Sally, between us and God Our Father.’
The soldier was looking at her, his smile gone. Was
that concern on his face? Could he
sense something of her memories? He coughed again, ‘Never mind, Sally.’
Was he talking about what he had been saying, or
what she had been thinking? She had
heard stories of how some imperials could read minds. Was this soldier one of
them?
He was aware of her suspicions. ‘I’m empathetic,
Sally, I sense and interpret moods… emotions. Masters regard it as Emperor’s
gift, advantageous in… tasks they set… Act- … Actually makes things a hundred
times as difficult. Never enough to break… conditioning, of course – I’d
eviscerate babies if they told me to, no matter… the wretch’s little brain was
filled with warm, glowing thoughts of… of mother and… womb.’
He coughed again. It had a disturbingly liquid sound to it. ‘When I mentioned
your god, you were… momentarily lost in pleasant mem-… memories, weren’t you?
Childhood memories? Then things turned sour… dark, didn’t they? What was it?
Where you… priest’s “special” little friend?’
Shock jolted Sally’s spine. ‘You
nasty bast-’ She stopped herself, and not because of the knife held close to
her neck. His words were horrible, and, where they concerned her past, so
terribly close to the truth. Nevertheless, he seemed to have spoken them
without desire to offend, hurt, or frighten. It was, rather, world-weariness, a
resignation to the dark, twisted side of human nature, which tainted them.
How can a
lad as young as you be so jaded with life? You haven’t the right. You can’t
have seen half the –
But then he could have, couldn’t he? He was a
soldier. Moreover, he was an empathetic
soldier. And his gift would force upon him all the dashed hopes, the unrealised
dreams, the suffering, the grief, the terror, of friends and enemies alike.
He had the right.
Sally’s heart went out to him.
He was still looking at her. His eyes suddenly
widened. ‘Oh no, please… Not sympathy… You see, I’m going to kill you all.’
Kill…? She whimpered.
‘Shhh, Sally… Shhh. No need for
that. You won’t feel a thing… None of us will. And, as we’re all… going to die
anyway, I’ll tell you every- … thing. That was my cliché joke, Sally… before we
went on to other… other concerns.’
‘N-none of u-us?’
‘Oh, I’ll be dying with you. Your
damn river saw to that… Happy days, eh?’
The sardonic smile had returned. He
spoke on. ‘That’s my mission, you see. To blow up your city… They… they would
have preferred one of your capitals, of course, would… have wet themselves over
your primary hive… But they weren’t so lucky. Your War Office decided to send
the Bellow home for its repairs —
morale booster… suppose.’ He coughed, spitting out more phlegm. His breathing
became a wheeze. ‘Sally, you should have seen it — hundreds of thunderbolts,
marauders, five, five, Emperors-o-War
supercruisers with every single one of their outriders committed… Missile
batteries firing well beyond capacity… We had at least ten Krackens under
water, and I overheard some of the sailors on my… my… launch platform talking
of adjusting Death-Rains into a useful orbit! …It looked like half the bloody
navy’s military might directed upon one uicide! But, Sally, you should have…
have seen her,’ he said again, ‘They’d lured her into the Golgotha Strait after
a pair of carriers. Everything… stealthed, but they’d reckoned wrong on the Bellow’s sensors — she destroyed a… a… a
God-o-War before we even realised what… happened! After that? Pure chaos… Maybe
it even deserved the capital.’
The coughing that had steadily
punctuated his recounting suddenly reached a crescendo, buckling the man over
and causing him to shake uncontrollably. This was his worst attack yet, and
Sally was certain that if he wasn’t taken to a hospital soon he would die. But then,
according to him, millions of citizens were somehow under the same threat.
Slowly, the coughs subsided and he
continued his tale – voice now exhibiting a pronounced rattle.
‘They weren’t expecting such a
fight… they were only trying to give the… the impression. But the Bellow’s crew
didn’t know that… It was all an
Emperor-damned diversion, you see. All that hardware, all that planning, all
those lives — given to get one man on
board a bloody boat…’ For a few moments he was quiet, except for the horrible
rattle of his breathing. ‘And then that pilot in the thunderbolt… Don’t know
why he did it — they would have buckled the shields eventually… Such pounding,
what? ... Perhaps he didn’t like the waste either, though I doubt… knew the
real reason for the attack… He announced it first, you know, common frequency,
“Strike Twelve Something-or-other, Monroe’s Murderer Wing. Remember Uline’s
Last Stand?” Don’t even know who… Uline was. Prob- Probably some damned hero
who uicide in duty’s damned line. Watched him over the screens, flew straight
as an arrow through everything, ours and theirs, and nothing even wobbled his
bloody wings… Command screamed “Abort! Abort!” But he… carried on. Must have
detected an irregularity in the Bellow’s
shields because when he hit… Only lost his wings… fuselage went through like a
missile… Must have had… full compliment… Should have seen that explosion, Sally… And there was the buckling I’d waited for,
much earlier than expected ‘cause of this fool…
Jumped into my capsule… not even strapped in before ordered to launch.’
Another pause, more rattling intakes
of breath. His eyes were closed now, right hand rubbing vigorously at his left
forearm. The pale light within the old pump house reflected off a sheen of
sweat slicking his exposed skin. He was getting worse by the minute.
‘Made it through… buckle with hardly
a flicker of interference on my screens, shields so weak… Got to the hull,
discarded the capsule, inflated camo-blister… Command tamed down the attack…
provided “accidental” passage from trap… Hounded her all the way across the
ocean, but only… only keeping up appearances…. Ate densefood and popped
hydration tablets… eating for two then, you know… Growing bomb in my stomach…
my Baby Boom… That was the only time I left the blister to plant… Plant bomb…
Want to see my scar… Sally?’
With his good arm he tugged at his wetsuit’s
top, revealing a long pink scar across his taught stomach. Even in the dim
light the wound looked puffy and discoloured — infected from his dunking in the
river.
‘Yer grew a bomb, yer said? In yer
belly?!’
‘What? Oh… Yes, Sally. Apeptus
Biologis been doing a bit of reading up, apparently… Much less likely to get
detected by security scans than if… if carrying mineral device… Takes it out of a guy, though… pregnancy… Been
pregnant, Sally?’
The question stumped her for a
moment, so incongruous was it to their conversation and situation. ‘N-no. Pro’s
Friend makes yer sterile after a bit. Can’t ‘ave kids. Doesn’t make for good
business anyway, though there are some
blokes… I can’t ever ‘ave kids.’
‘That’s right, Sally… can’t ever have kids again.’ He covered the
scar.
Sally did not want to consider the
double meaning of his statement. ‘How did you end up in the river?’
He smiled, aware she was changing
the subject. ‘Blister couldn’t take the pollutants… started rotting five
kilometres out from the estuary… Sally, that is one dirty river… worse than my home hive’s sewers… I remember —’
Coughs again tore through him,
rattling deep in his chest, so much so Sally thought they must surely shake
something loose. Again he doubled over, spitting out thick lumps of dark
phlegm. This time the attack did not subside, it intensified — hacking coughs
so powerful he actually bounced slightly in place.
With shocking suddenness he turned
the stiletto on himself, slicing at his left wrist. Sally’s first thought was
that he was committing suicide, but she quickly realised he was sawing at the
weird growth on his left forearm. ‘What’re you —’
‘Shaddup, Lady… Dying, you dumb whore!’
He continued to slash, ignoring the
violent coughing as best he could. Presently the growth hung by a single ribbon
of skin — a grisly pendulum. There was surprisingly little blood, and little
evidence his actions caused him pain. With a convulsive jerk, he tore the
growth free. Feverishly, he began to press at the flashing protrusions lining
its surface. The stiletto, forgotten, clattered to the crumbling concrete
floor.
With a quick swipe of her right
foot, Sally sent the blade skimming off over the edge of the pit. It hit bilge
water with a dull plop a full two seconds later. Sally stood. The imperial,
still prodding at his ‘growth’ remained unaware of her actions. He seemed to be
having trouble. ‘Come on… Emperor-forsaken transmitter should have dried out by
now…’
Sally’s mind began to skitter frantically. She had
to try and delay him. Desperately, she said, ‘But you’ll die, too.’
He grinned, quite manically. ‘Oh, I wasn’t supposed to, Sally. If it wasn’t… your
damned superior shield technology… wouldn’t be here at all – can’t get…
electronic transmissions through ‘em, you see… Couldn’t time it, because they
didn’t know where the Bellow would
end up. So they sent me in, as… as mother. Supposed to get out of… blast radius
and press… button. But, like I said, your filthy
river…’
He continued to push and prod –seemingly randomly–
at his organic device. ‘What’s wrong
with this thing? Throne of — Ah.’
He looked at Sally, smiling a sickly,
bloody smile; his thumb poised over the flashing pustules. ‘Oh, Sally… Oh happy days.’
Sally kicked.
She had intended to knock the device
from his hands and send it the same way as the knife, instead her foot
connected solidly with his stomach. The breath was knocked out of him, and the
device went skittering over the floor. Sally jumped after it, expecting at any
moment a hand on her ankle or even the slicing edge of another knife. But she
reached the device without incident, and turned to face the soldier.
He was still hunched over, shoulders
heaving as he tried futilely to suck breath into his flooded lungs. He was
looking at her, leaning forwards on his right hand whilst clutching his left to
his chest. His face was a ghastly mask of pain, black vomit, and sweat. He
began to speak, forcing the words around tiny intakes of breath – all he was
capable of. ‘Sally… My loveable whore… My heretical heroine… My wonderful cliché… We’re both prostitutes, aren’t
we? But… least you do it… for… for money… to exist. Me? … Do it because they tell me to… Whatever you do, Sally,
don’t press the red one.’
The man laboriously lay down on the cold floor,
turning his frightening stare to the unseen apex of the pump house roof. His
last expression was a smile Sally considered almost beautiful — gently teasing,
fond, endearing.
The sort of smile an older brother might have had
for her.
-oOo-
The
next day Sally approached a Royal Navy checkpoint. Two guards watched her. They
began to smirk.
‘Shite, luv. Look at the state of
yer.’
‘Not today, luv. Not ever, by the
look of yer. You honestly expect me ter pay for that?’
‘Nowt more pathetic than an old
tart, is there?’
‘No, mate. Get lost, whore, before
we set the dogs on yer.’
Sally turned away without comment.
In a quiet side street she took the imperial’s transmitter from her handbag. It
was now quite dry; its little lights pulsing brightly even in the daytime.
She had been about to hand it in, but the guards’
insults had caused something to snap within her. A lifetime of abuse, of
succumbing to the wills, whims, perversions, and lusts of others, surely had to
have some reward, didn’t it?
For the weeks the King’s Bellow was being repaired, she would have the power of life
and death over a city.
She stroked the lights with her thumb and wondered
if the soldier had been joking about the red button.
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